I love you?/ Saturday, April 04, 2009
i'm really tired. very tired.
i dont understand why i can take everything for granted. so much so that i lost everything. EVERYTHING!!! i cannot even do things properly. WTF. i can even fail a FAILED module. how the fuck did i do it. i dont think anyone can find another retarded soul like me. i complained about this. i complained about that. i complained that school was no good. now?
i am really damn lost. all i can do now is start all over again. all from scratch. i think i will have to make the old ong disappear from earth. he suck to the core. i shall create a new ong. a ong that is confident, optimistic, taking life seriously, not taking things for granted, taking pride in what he does, doing what is right and cherishing everyone and everything he have. i must not do things halfway anymore. from now on, its either i dont do it, or i will do my best.
Where were you when skies were grey
9:39 AM <3
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